Good ol' days..........

He found himself immobile for hours sitting in the room, relieving every single memory that he had shared with her. He spent most of that time thinking about every argument they’d had, wishing he could take them back, wishing he could take back every horrible word he had ever said to her. He prayed that she had known his words had only been spoken in anger and they had not reflected his true feelings. He tortured himself for the times he had acted selfish, going out with his friends for the time when he was mad at her instead of staying with her. He chastised herself for walking away from her when he should have hugged her, when he held grudges for days instead of forgiving her. He wanted to take back every moment he knew she had been so angry with him and hated him. He wished all her memories were of the good times but the bad times kept coming back to haunt him.